It's been a while. Went onto DA after many months and found an awesome video of a nude model doing slow motion figures. I sketched so many figures/gestures from it and I am happy to say I still find so much joy catching the lines and figures on paper. For my own selfish purpose, I'd like to feel stress-free drawing, not giving a hoot on whether my proportions were right, or whether I used too many lines, or what the hells. Those things just totally kill my joy, or whatever that's left of it after so many years.
Will post up the gestures once I give myself time to scan them. The female form is so beautiful. <3